Immature love??!... explain

... I was going through Ruben's blog, a 16years old boy from Ipoh - and what i saw his perils of love written all over his page. If you know me close enough people, u would definitely know how would my face looked like- reading through every sentence... NO, NO I'm not an anti 'LOVE' person, and NO, NO I'm not against people who are in 'LOVE'... I just find it difficult to digest at the age of 16 what do you understand about 'LOVE', i would be grateful if someone who is in the age group of 13-18 please enlighten me.

My only argument is that 1) Relationships are expensive, Top ups, Movies, Dining, Birthday/Anniversary Gifts...etc. I wonder how do you guys finance your relationships? 2) Relationships need lotsa time... lots of it to understand each other, How do you make time in between School, Tuition, Family and Friends, I wonder? 3) Most relationship doesn't have a fairytale ending. How do you handle this, I wonder? Most relationships ends up sacrificing a Good Friend for their relationship, in whatever circumstances it be... which you will actually realise at a point of time where it's to late to apologise.

So Yeah I Wonder... how can love be true at and adolescent age, where all can you do is to lie to make some extra money to finance this relationship, lie to get some time just to spend some time with each other to the people who have loved you all all your life... and sacrificing a friend in the name of love, is like cutting a part the other half of you in the name of stupidity! ...

I am looking forward for your thoughts, it might give me an answer. I might change my mind... try your luck people...

Signing off With lotsa Love and Regards,
Ram p Gengayah


(Ruben, do not misunderstand me. It's a general topic which i choose after reading yours... Good luck in your relationship BTW... Don't forget to text me if you did read this piece of text :-p )

I heart this song ... a song which is so me...

lyrics of Telugu Song 'Nijanga Nene Na Ila Ne Jatha' from the Telugu movie KOTHA BANGARU LOKAM

Nijanga Nene Na Ila Ne Jatha Lo Unna


Idantha Preme Na Enno Vintalu Chustunna


Yedalo Evaro Cheri Anni Chestunnara


Venake Venake Untu Ne Pai Nanne Thostunnara


(Hare Hare Hare Hare Hare Rama


Mari Ila Ela Vachesindi Dheema


Entho Usharuga Unnade Lo Lona Yemma) - 2x


Nijanga Nene Na Ila Ne Jatha Lo Unna


Idantha Preme Na Enno Vintalu Chustunna






E Vayassulo Okko Kshanam Okko Vasantham


Na Manassuke Prathikshnam Nuvve Prapancham


O Samudramai Anukshanam Ponge Santosham


Adugula Lona Adugulu Vestu Nadichina Dooram Entho Unna


Alasata Raadu Gadachina Kaalam Enthani Nammanu Ga


Nijanga Nene Na Ila Ne Jatha Lo Unna


Idantha Preme Na Enno Vintalu Chustunna





Na Kale Ila Nijaluga Nilusthu Unte


Na Gathalane Kavvintalai Pilusthu Unte


E Varaluga Ullasame Kurusthu Unte


Pedaviki Chempa Tagilina Chota Paravasamedo Todavutunte


Pagale Aina Gaganam Lona Taralu Cherenu Ga


Nijanga Nene Na Ila Ne Jatha Lo Unna


Idantha Preme Naenno Vintalu Chustunna


Yedalo Evaro Cheri Anni Chestunnara


Venake Venake Untu Ne Pai Nanne Thostunnara


(Hare Hare Hare Hare Hare Rama


Mari Ila Ela Vachesindi Dheema


Entho Usharuga Unnade Lo Lona Yemma) - 2

You can make a difference!

At times where money speaks for everything, Hospis Malaysia render medical care and concern with nary a request for a single sen.

Thus, dear friends, I urge you to support my effort on behalf of papa to simply donate by clicking your mouse on the link below, as DIGI would donate RM5 to Hospis for every click received. Do remember to click on the Hospis Malaysia Logo under the Health category.

HOW DOES IT WORK?
- go to http://www.lovetosave.com.my/vote.php?cid=7&caid=303
- Click to donate to Hospis and DIGI will contribute RM5 of THEIR money, NOT YOURS to Hospis
- Each registered user is only allowed one click/vote for one charity
- To raise more funds for Hospis, do refer your friends via email to donate.
- You will see Sophia's group name as whimsical@HOSPIS appear

What could be a better way to donate? You dont have to fill in tedious forms, and heck, you don’t even have to fork out a single sen.

"this is a edited part of sophia's message of love in remembrance of her papa."

i have lotsa thoughts running in my head at this moment of time, all the thoughts which i was affected emosionally...the times i was backstabbed again and again by the people i trusted most... hurm, but it doesn't even matter now - i've forgived all those people, but why is the reason it has been playing again and again... maybe because i've forgiven but not forgotten the stuff they did to me. How can i possibly forget, the pain, dissapointment, the anger... revenge would have healed all at once. But NO, i know i'm a better person from who they are... what difference will it make between me and them if i choose to repay them with the same amount of pain i felt........ hoping for time to heal all this emo thoughts... haih........

DSLR.... oooo DSLR....

i think it's my destiny to get a canon dslr - i'm bombarded by photographers from all the direction, first with sanjay then vicky now aidil and kak jo... haha, the urge is stronger now.... Canon EOS 500D which is close to 3k/ NEW Canon EOS 450D which is about there too... haih, so tempted to get it by end of this month........ ARRGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

I'm still alive!!!

It's been months i actually logged into this site - damn, hahaha ... gonna give you the same lame excuse every amateur blogger gives - "sorry, i have no time!" lol. Yeah it's true, the new job training and digesting the new work enviroment.... the job is like any other 8hours job but what this palce AmEx is different from other organizations is the culture, everyone is so-extremely FRIENDLY!!! from the director till the cleaners... how many offices actually have such culture? (as i'm writing this the golden voices of sarah, jenny and nicole fills the air...hahaha) . Loving this place to the bits, i have to last in this place for me to excel further in my life... I GOT TO!!! so people, pray for me as i've at last attached myself to a place where i can start doing something good for my future - and yeah I NEED TO APPOLOGISE to every fuctions/parties etc that i've missed... in the process of sorting out my life - phewwww... you know how it is ryte! but i'm sure i'll throw a party to annouce my comeback, so till then - you gotta miss me more and more... huhu.

100 movies to see before you die...

0-9
12 Angry Men (1957)
2001: A Space Odyssey (1968)
400 Blows (1959)
8 1/2 (1963)

A
The African Queen (1952)
Alien (1979)
All About Eve (1950)
Annie Hall (1977)
Apocalypse Now (1979)

B
The Battle of Algiers (1967)
The Bicycle Thief (1948)
Blade Runner (1982)
Blazing Saddles (1974)
Blow Up (1966)
Blue Velvet (1986)
Bonnie and Clyde (1967)
Breathless (1960)
The Bridge on the River Kwai (1957)
Bringing Up Baby (1938)
Butch Cassidy and the
Sundance Kid (1969)

C
Casablanca (1942)
Chinatown (1974)
Citizen Kane (1941)
Crouching Tiger, Hidden
Dragon (2000)

D
Die Hard (1988)
Do the Right Thing (1989)
Double Indemnity (1944)
Dr. Strangelove (1964)
Duck Soup (1933)

E
E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial (1982)
Enter the Dragon (1973)
The Exorcist (1973)

F
Fast Times At Ridgemont
High (1982)
The French Connection (1971)

G
The Godfather (1972)
The Godfather, Part II (1974)
Goldfinger (1964)
The Good, the Bad, and the
Ugly (1968)
Goodfellas (1990)
The Graduate (1967)
Grand Illusion (1938)
Groundhog Day (1993)

H
A Hard Day’s Night (1964)

I
In the Mood For Love (2001)
It Happened One Night (1934)
It’s a Wonderful Life (1946)

J
Jaws (1975)

K
King Kong (1933)

L
The Lady Eve (1941)
Lawrence of Arabia (1962)
The Lord of the Rings (2001)

M
M (1931)
M*A*S*H (1970)
The Maltese Falcon (1941)
The Matrix (1999)
Modern Times (1936)
Monty Python and the Holy
Grail (1975)

N
National Lampoon’s Animal
House (1978)
Network (1976)
Nosferatu (1922)

O
On the Waterfront (1954)
One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s
Nest (1975)

P
Paths of Glory (1958)
Princess Mononoke (1999)
Psycho (1960)
Pulp Fiction (1994)

R
Raging Bull (1980)
Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)
Raise the Red Lantern (1992)
Rashomon (1951)
Rear Window (1954)
Rebel Without a Cause (1955)
Rocky (1976)
Roman Holiday (1953)

S
Saving Private Ryan (1998)
Schindler’s List (1993)
The Searchers (1956)
Seven Samurai (1954)
The Shawshank Redemption (1994)
The Silence of the Lambs (1991)
Singin’ in the Rain (1952)
Snow White and the Seven
Dwarfs (1937)
Some Like It Hot (1959)
The Sound of Music (1965)
Star Wars (1977)
Sunset Blvd. (1950)

T
Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991)
The Third Man (1949)
This is Spinal Tap (1984)
Titanic (1997)
To Kill a Mockingbird (1962)
Toy Story (1995)

U
The Usual Suspects (1995)

V
Vertigo (1958)

W
When Harry Met Sally… (1989)
Wild Strawberries (1957)
Wings of Desire (1988)
The Wizard of Oz (1939)
Women On the Verge of Nervous Breakdown (1988)
The World of Apu (1959)

PD Trip(navin's 26th b'day) - vino, keeshore, navin, shal, liza, praveena, shantini & ME

ayte 1 and a half month of tortures experiences so I guess we deserve to get out of KL for the weekend, so yeah it was me, vino, navin, keeshore, shal, praveena, liza and shantini - 4 boys and 4 girls.












Celebrated Navin's 26th Bday... haha he was completely covered with the snow spray, thanks to keeshore, liza and shal.



and we went for a night stroll soon after that...



and we came back the next day... yeah this blog has been cencored alot due to privacy and confediality of some of our friends here, if you wanna know in detail!!! buzz me ya'l huahuahua...

It was definately an awesome trip, hope to see more of you guys in our next one...

Boring Monday...

Nothing interesting today and no complaints either - stuck in the office the whole day....

Sunday Lazy Sunday...

with both the Seremban roadshow and the movie plan withs sai knights cancelled, i have no other options than to put my sunday to its best use - 'TO REST'. Lying Lazily infront of the tv watching heroes and suddenly - Murali Maviya popped up at the front of our house to take us out, refusing to tell us the destination - so yeah we got ready and got into his car blindly without knowing where are we going but guess where did we end up??! IKEA!... lol, we walked, walked and walked till our legs were tired and as we were leaving after about 2hours Ajay buzzed me and told he's on the way to Ikea with Kristel and Kelvin, haha but it was too late cos we were leaving IKEA so decided to stop by somewhere to have dinner, ended up at a chinese restaurant at Cheras --- with the '54 days' in my head --- i had tomyam soup and headed straight home ...

It was a good weekend!!! and tommorow is a start of new week again!!!

Exciting Saturday!!!

Morning - Afternoon
It was an exciting Saturday! started of with youth vikas on dharma vahini at Sai Jeganath Mandir, Cheras and a lunch appointment after that with Padhu pinni. Lunched at Nando's and bitched about everything and everyone under the sun... lol - as usual!!! dropped her off after lunch at Bala maviyas house soon after that, was too tired to go up and greet them so i drove off to my place............ phewwww what a great escape.... hahaha

Evening
Fetched Ajay to pick Rish up from his workplace... dropped Ajay off at his place and went to Rishs place to get ready...

Night
Dined with Rish at some unknown near Ajays crib -a chinese restaurant which serves western dishes, it was yummy!!! another addition to our favourite dine list... and proceeded to
QUATRO, met up with Kelvin there - partied in the winter room with classy tall glasses filled with champagne - and met Vick, a friend from Kmayan... let me think - errrr... i last saw him 2years ago and he's attached with Capital FM and does events in clubs and bar!!! how exciting can a work get??! and yeah as usual he was taking a thorough look up and down about 2 to 3 times before popping out the usual STATEMENT - walauwei bro, you've put on quite alot of weight huh!!!! yes yes i know!!! don't rub it on my face!!! feels like stabbing me with a knife for doing this to myself!!! but wait - GIVE ME 54 days, yeah till my birthday - to see the RAM PRASATH BABU that you've not seen for a very long time...... so yeah, the night was awesome, ended up on BB road finishing the night slurpping yummy slurpees from 7-11 ... came back home, showered and crashed onto my bed at 5.30am - haih, thanks hommies for the wonderful night, a fantastic reunion outing after a year.